Oh yeah, I've been quite a terrible Catholic for the past Holy Week because I have been all over the place because I was so happy that I had vacation time, a rare happening because I have a friggin' full time job. I didn't think of just staying still at our house and 'reflect' like what my mom would advise me to do so. Instead, I went out with friends (Hi Sassy!) almost every night (though I did go to church with mom and my lil' bro Jeremi, Maundy Thursday and Good Friday).
Black Saturday found me in a resort with Ycoy, Jep and Donald. We wound up playing card games (yeah, we just didn't feel like swimming) then going for coffee afterwards and a few beers (and I mean few, coz' we are already beat up) at a bar that's open. I got home at 1AM.
As I look back in the past couple of days, maybe I became so restless because I didn't want to think about it anymore. I have just been through a heartbreak and I'm sick of wallowing. Although, this isn't the healthiest way of getting over because it includes alcohol and late nights...but it has friends and that's what I needed.
I needed new stories. New point of views. Familiar faces. Familiar feelings.
I no longer needed theories or hypotheses on why we didn't work out...I just wanted to forget...for now.
So now it's Sunday and it's time to relax. I am here and I am in anticipation of a great Summer.
And I think I'd be watching the PBB Teen Edition Plus pilot on TV later tonight. I was a fan of PBB...I think this is just great to keep me pre-occupied, at least at night time.
Oh damn!
I am burning in my room (I guess my windows suck up the heat especially during afternoons)! Summer is indeed here. :) It's welcome.
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